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michi_kawaii

Jae POV

After that passionate night, I couldn’t even close my eyes. It’s totally like a dream for me. Yunho is very passionate last night.

~Flashback~

“Mister, what are you doing?” He flip me, now I’m under him.
 

“Why, you leave me?? Why??? You have to always beside me, like we used to be,,!”

I can feel his tears fallin to my face. I just can see sorrowness in his eyes.

‘What happen to you my dear Yunho?’

‘Why are you so sad’

‘what can I do for to ease your pain?’

“Baby, I loveee you very muchhhhh!”

Eventhought I aware that he’s not saying this 3 magic word to me, but I can’t help it to feel happy. But I have to wake up from this dream, this totally wrong. I don’t wanna be hurt at the end.

“Mmm,, mister I think you…”

I was cut by a rough kiss by him. He kiss me roughly and very passionate. He held my neck and bite my lower lips asking for an entrance. I shut my mouth.

‘No,, this not gonna happen!’

I struggle, I try to push his shoulder. But now his left hand grip my shoulder and his right hand grip my crotch. I helplessly make a small moan.

He smirk and kiss my jaw along the way to my neck. He suck it really hard, and make me moaned endlessly.

‘I totally surrender to you yunho.’

‘My love for you is driving me crazy.’

‘I don’t care if this just gonna be one night stand!’

‘I don’t care if you gonna ignore me after this passionate night’

‘I don’t care if I’m gonna be hurt after you leave me like nothing happen’

‘I don’t care if I’m being heechul hyung replacement’

‘What I care right now is your love, I wanna feel you even just one time for my entire life’

‘I give you my body, my heart and my soul tonight, just for you my love, Yunho.’

~End Flashback~

Sorry guys, I have to cut it the rated scene,, I totally suck to writing rated scene,,

Guess, you already know what happen next,, I will try my hardest to write rated scene next time,, Sorry to disappointed you all, back to the story,,

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I guess I have to leave, before he wakes up,, I try to move my body, not make a lot of noises,, But my ass is soo sore,,

‘God, this totally painful. I never knew making love is gonna be this painful’

I remember yunho is totally rough last night. I can’t blame him, his totally drunk last night and looks like having a trouble,, I keep wondering, ‘what is happen to you?’

He stirred a little. It give me a goosebump. I don’t wanna see his face after last night, it really ashame,, I pretend to still asleep,,

He stand from the bad, and walking to the floor to pick up his cloth and jeans,, And then I heard, I open up his cigarettes.

“Damn, what have I done! I totally don’t remember anything. I can’t believe I did it with a sranger guy. Who the hell is he?”

He looks really regretted what happen last night. But, I’m not. I’m not regretted anything in my life that have you in it. I can’t pretend to sleep forever. I have to ended as fast as I could.

“Mmm.. good morning,,” I said and try to look calm.

“Oohhh..morning”

“Mmm..mm..actually, who are you?”

“My name Kim Jae Joong. I worked at Mirotic Café. You totally drunk last night, so I helped you home.” My heart crush that he even not remember me for the past 2 weeks.

“Ooohhh…. Aaarrrggghhhhh.. I’m so sorry if I forced you last night. I’m totally drunk, and i can’t remember anything!”

“Nooooo.. it’s okay. I don’t mind either. Actually, i admired you, so last night was consensual. You don’t have to feel guilty to me.”

“Oohhh, okay…”

There is a long silent between us. I feel really uncomfortable. I’m aware that this is just a one night stand, but happiness is overwhelming me. Eventhought I just have this one memory, is enough for me.

“I guess is time for me to go.” I said. I pick up my shirt and jeans. I wear it really quick. I even still didn’t dare to see his face. I think this is the end. He will not ever want to go to my work place again after this incident. This is the last time I’m gonna see him. I walk to the door heavily, until he mumble something.

“Go out with me.” He said sofly.

“Whatttt…??” I said, and turned my body.

“So, Kim Jaejoong, you said you like me don’t you? Why don’t we dating ?  I wouldn’t mind going out with you!”

‘Whatt theee…. I can’t believe what I heard. I almost think I’m deaf or something. This is what I always dream of since high school, to be his lovers. But why I feel something is wrong. Why my hearts hurt. I really confused right now. From his eyes, I totally aware that he didn’t love me at all. ‘So why are you asking this question Yunho?’ But my heart tells different from my brain, and my mouth tells what really inside my heart,,

“Ok,, I don’t mind. I will go out with you!”

‘Because I love you too much, even I just a replacement in your heart’

Sorry for the sucked rated scene, I’m totally helpless,,T_T

And sorry for the late update, I’m still having my exam this week and next week,,

Hope you enjoy,, Please comment, your comment is my inspiration for my writing,,^^

Hwaiiitiiinnngggg!!!!!!

michi_kawaii

Hohoho,,, friends,,

 I just got home from Yunjae mini  gathering,,

With my friends, Seiren (one of the author: Love & Fate), Sparklin Babe (author Ooappa, secret game, if u read winglin) and my friend Hyme,,^^

The Four of us talked about yunjae,, all of it,,

Until i almost loss my voice,,,^^ ( I guess),,

Sparklin Babe knowledgement about yunjae is so amazing,,

I got a lot of yunjae information from her,,

So guys,, We planning to make another Yunjae gathering,, The date and place is still in disscussion,,

So if lived in Indonesia especially in Jakarta, and you wanna know more about yunjae and wanna share your information about Yunjae, please join the gath,, You can leave your comment if you interested,,^^

 I will update about this gath if i have another information about it,,

Oohh yeah, i will post it the picture of our gath if i already got it from Seiren,,,

Happy nice holidayyy,,,><

michi_kawaii

Meeting you again

Jae POV

I work in Mirotic cafe. I work there as my bestfriend recommendation, Yoochun. He’s been my soulmate for the past 2 years. After I graduate from high school, I’m not continue to university, because I don’t have money. Now, I live in a small rent house alone, my dad already pass away long time ago, and my mother live in a village, far away from Seoul. I have to go to Seoul, so I can earn much more money. I already in Seoul for about 2 years.

“Hey,, jaejoong,, stop day dreaming!” shout yoochun.

“It’s not even midnight,,”

“Hehehe,, please spare me yoochun! You make work like a slave, I even can’t lift my butt!”

“Don’t be riddicilous, just clean table number 5, okey my cutie friend.”  He said as pinch my check.

“Okey..okey!”

Clikk…

I hear the door open,,

I almost lose my breath,,

I can’t believe my eyes,,

It’s Jung  Yunho, my long time crush,,

My heart skip really fast just see him across my table,,

I thought I never gonna see him him again,,

But what I saw next to him crush my  heart,,

It’s heechul, Yunho boyfriend in high school,,

I never thought they will still together,,

~Flashback~

“You know, everybody recently talking about Yunho hyung and Heechul hyung relationship!” said one boy.

“Yeah, I’m curious either. They always together, and it’s kinda looks like a lovers, you know!”

I’m just hearing all my classmates talking about Yunho. My crush Jung Yunho. I always admiring him. He is so perfect, his built body, his charm, his gentleness, everything about him make me more fallin in love with him. The jealousy struck in to my heart everytime I see Yunho with Heechul. Everybody could tell they love each other, eventhought they never said anything about it.

“So they kind gay or something??”

“Yeah,, I guess so,, Eventhought they make a great couple, but it’s just too bad, because I know a lot of girl is fallin in love with Yunho. If I’m being him, of course 100% I will pick sexy girl,,haha,,”

I just listening to my friend, who continue talking about girl. I never interesting in that topic. I keep looking Yunho, until he disappeared from the building.

~End Flashback~

“Jaeeeejooongggg….!!!!”

“Waaaaaa…yoochun you scared me. Thank god I don’t get a heart attack!”

“If you don’t wanna get a heart attack, you better move you ass right now!”

“Geezz,, you so heartless!”

“Okey..okey,,stop complaining, just serve table number 12 okay!”

What theee.. it’s Yunho table.

I walk slowly to their table, with my heart that can’t stop to jumping around.

I ask them, what they order.

He even can’t recognize me.

It’s not like we really know each other in high school, but at least he ever see my face in high school,,

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He always come to Mirotic Café for the past 2 weeks with Heechul,,

Just for lunch, and sometimes for dinner, just the two of them,,

I thought I already forget about Yunho,,

But why my heart hurt everytime I see them,,

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Today is raining,, I don’t understand why rain just can’t stop,,

Clikkk,,

When I look in to the door, is Yunho,,

But is weird, he just alone this time,,

And his face look really awful and pale,,

He sit in the corner,,

When I asked his order, he just order 2 bottle of wine,,

‘Why.. yunho?? Are you sad??’

When the café is almost closed, he already dead drunk,,

“Uuhhh jae, what supposed I do with customer in table 2? He look so drunk,, I already wake him up, but he didn’t even move!”

“It’s okay,, I will take him home,, I will just search his address in his wallet. It’s not a big deal!”

“Wow,, Jae you’re my saviour!”

We take a cab. I have to drag him, because it’s impossible for me to piggy back him, he’s way to heavy for me. He live in a nice apartment. I search for a key in his suit. And I dragged him across living room, straight to his bedroom. I push him to bed. I think it’s really not comfortable to sleep with your suit. When I try to loosen his neck tie, he grabbed my hand and make me fall on top of him. His face is so near.  

“Sir.. what are you doing “ I said stuttering.

“Please,, don’t leave me!” he said in a low voice and tight his embrace around my waist.

‘What happened to you yunho,,’

That night I lost my virginity,,

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Sorry for a boring chapter, hope you enjoy,,^^

Please comment, your comment is my inspiration for my writing,,^^

Hwaiiitiiinnngggg!!!!!!

michi_kawaii

Friendss,,, I just wanna tell you all that from now on, me Michi who will post it in here,,

My Friends Seiren that always post it in my LJ already have her own LJ,,

I think all of you already now,,^^

I wanna introduced myself,,

Hiiii,,, i'm Michi,,

My real nickname is Lala,,

Me and Seiren is from Indonesia, exactly in Jakarta,,

Hope we all can be friends, and can spread DBSK especially Yunjae love all around the world,,^^

Hwaiiitiiinggggggggg,,,><

michi_kawaii

Hiii,,, I’m Michi,,, yoroshiku,,^^

This is a story that consist of boys x boys love, so if you can’t stand it, just don’t read it okey,,^^

Main character : Kim Jae Joong & Jung Yunho

Genre : Angst, Smut (if there is rated chapter, I will tell you)

I got the plot from manga I read maybe with little improvitation, I don’t know,, L

 So this is the summary :

It’s always one side love,,

He’s always have someone that he love dearly by his side,,

I always thought it always gonna be like that,,

 until one day I get my chance to get his love,,

But I never knew where were I stand,,

Am I his lover????

Well, that is the overall story about,, sorry for the suck summary,,

I think I’m gonna make it short story, mybe max until 10 chapter or less,,

Please comment, your comment is my inspiration for my writing,,^^

Hwaiiitiiinnngggg!!!!!!